It's the way that you blush when you're nervous.It's your ability to make me earn this.I know that you're tired, just let me sing you to sleep.It's about how you laugh out of pity,'cause lets be honest I'm not really that funny.I know that you're shot, just let me sing you to sleep.If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything.Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,and plant my lips where your necklaces close.It's those pills that you don't need to take,
medicating perfection, now that's a mistake.I know that you're spent, just let me sing you to sleep.It's your finger and how I'm wrapped around it.It's your grace and how it keeps me grounded.I know that you're weak, just let me sing you to sleep.If you need anything, just the say the word.I mean anything.Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,and plant my lips where your necklaces close.While you were sleeping I figured out everything,I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.Now I feel your name, coursing through my veins.You shine so bright it's insane, you put the sun to shame.If you need anything, just the say the word.
I mean anything. (I really do)Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,and plant my lips where your necklaces close.If you need anything, just the say the word.I mean anything.Rest assured, if you start to doze, then I'll tuck you in,
and plant my lips where your necklaces close.

Saturday...

redrock, cryfaces and kisses.

3 cheers for my man

My baby, he don't talk sweet,he ain't got much to say but he loves me, loves me, loves me,I know that he loves me anyway.And maybe he don't dress fine but I don't really mind 'cuz every time he pulls me near I just wanna cheer: let's hear it for the boy! Oh, let's give the boy a hand.Let's hear it for my baby, you know you gotta understand maybe he's no Romeo but he's my loving one man show.Let's hear it for the boy! My baby may not be rich, he's waching every dime but he loves me loves me loves me and we always have a real good time.And maybe he sings off key that's all right by me but what he does, he does so well makes me wanna yell: let's hear it for the boy! Oh, let's give the boy a hand.Let's hear it for my baby, you know you gotta understand maybe he's no Romeo but he's my loving one man show.Let's hear it for the boy!

nostalgia at its best

How bout the first time I heard this song in my sisters Burgendy Blazer?


Crying the first time I heard this live, you remember that?


My first real "show", how could you forget?

(no one could forget what a babe Mike was/is, right?)

First time getting my ass kicked on the floor, 'member?







this was fun

Happy as a Format song...

I am happy. I am so damn happy right now. I had a good day yesterday, a very good day and night actually. I saw that man that drives me WILD and my friends who make me laugh till I am just about to pee my pants. I used to be afraid of happiness like this, I was always waiting for it to end and sometimes I can still hear those pessimistic thoughts trying raise their voice and throw me off but I tell them to "SHHHH" and keep going on about my day. Sometimes I think I should be sad, I shouldn't be enjoying life so much with all the negative things taking place around me but I can't it. I just have to focus on all the positive. I am in love and happy and surrounded by amazing people. Have you met my friends? Have you seen the way Mr. Wild can make me squeal like a little girl? (I swear he is gonna make me pee all over his very nice bedding one of these days if he keeps up with all the tickle fights. Yes, I said tickle fights. We are idiots sometimes) Have you seen his dimples? Don't even get me started on those damn dimples. Have I told you about my nephew and his feet? His perfect baby feet? I know my parents are driving me crazy and I am never ever home and I am probably just avoiding the inevitable but at least I am happy, at least I am being smart and safe and still getting up every morning and going to work and paying my bills and living and laughing the entire time, is that so wrong?

p.s.

I stole that picture from my new obsession...

http://joannagoddard.blogspot.com/index.html

shutup. shutyourmouth.

It's not Valentines day but...

Thank you for...

1.Tickling my back without me having to ask

2.Letting me listen to my music even if we are in your car

3.Putting up with me saying some very mean things to you sometimes

4.Rubbing my feet

5.Laughing at all my jokes whether they are funny or not

6.Liking my friends

7.Loving my cat

8.Not judging me when I meSs up our dinners or throw fits or dont make any sense

9.Putting up with my sometimes insane and very gassy mother

10.Standing outside in the cold for an hour while I was passed out inside my warm house

11.Letting me love you

12. Not being afraid to hold my hand on our first date

13.Letting me kiss your dimples

14.Having a big heart

15.Being passionate about music, whether its yours or someone else.

16.Not being afraid to admit when you are wrong

17.Letting me rename your kitten

18.All the times I fell asleep while you were in the middle of telling me stories

19.Letting me hold the remote

20.Being my man

2009

It's a new year, a fresh start and I can't complain.

I welcomed 2009 with my best friend and a few others and had a lot of laugh. We ended the night with grilled cheese and long talks.

2009 has a lot of big plans and ideas. I am saving up to put a down payment on a car. I am planning a trip the NJ for the Bamboozle music festival. I am growing my hair out and getting in shape. I am full of hope and can't wait to see where this next year will take me. I know the last couple of months were rocky and I still say my current theme song is Convinced I'm Wrong by Polar Bear Club but I feel like I am growing and learning and getting stronger. 2009 is going to be a good year, I can feel it.