Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Till midnight
1.pathetic
2.insignificant
3.worried/anxious
4.cold
5.all around sad
Friday, March 27, 2009
ten thousand days
wow.
They got married at the Wee Kirk O' The Heather Chapel on Las Vegas Blvd on March 26th 1980, my mom wore a red wrap skirt (I know own it) and a rainbow plaid shirt, no family members attended, just a few friends. 4 years ago my siblings and I gave my mother the wedding she had always wanted except it was so much better because all the friends and family members that had come into their lives in the past 25 years were able to attend, and of course their 3 amazing children. Me and my sister decorate the club house in her housing complex with deep red and cream, we put up sheets as a backdrop for the "alter" and used red and cream roses and red tulips for the floral displays. My dad was nervous like he was getting married for the first time, it was cute. I cannot remember the food we served, but my brother gave the best speech and my parents received some really great gifts. It was the best day and I am really glad we decided to do it.
I already called dibs on doing my sister's for her 25th anniversary.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Influence
Instead of putting their names I will just put what they did. Which one are you?
Made me, raised me, cried and laughed with me.
Funniest person I know, taught me everything I know about music and how to survive high school and life
Made me, raised me, taught me about fear and strength.
Has turned into such an interesting, funny, intelligent and charismatic man. Favorite drinking buddy
My second mother, her death changed me completely. I will never be the same in bad and good ways
Opened me up to reading new books.
Introduced me to raves, shows, and blond hair and so so so much more.
Changed every ones lives for the better and for the worse. I am still mad at him but I miss his smile.
Taught me about growing up and the silly things people will do when they are "in love".
Taught me about fashion, make up and hair and about Sailor Jerry Rum and Cokes.
Was the gateway for some many good people coming into my life. Introduced me to Funny girl and Cherry Root beers
Turned my world upside down, swept me off my feet and turned me into melted ice cream.
Dyed my hair, took me on my first bus ride and first funeral. Opened up my world to local punk shows and a little bit of fearlessness
Taught me about money, cars and sacrifice and how to smoke
The funniest old man I know and taught me a lot about grieving
Gave me good boy advice and always lead by example. Still cracks me up
Made me laugh, broke my heart, taught me how to drink
Saved my life more than once
Used to be best friends. His absence in my life taught me a lot about growing up and how quickly things and people can change. Breaks my heart to this day
Taught me how to act
Friday, March 20, 2009
Things I want part deux
So cute for spring, with my new dark denim jacket and some cute heels? Or as a swim suit cover up? Can't quite decide
Perfect for Oregon, simple but still cute. I'm thinking my grey crew neck tee and faded skinny jeans with some cute sandals
Love this w/ black leggings, some flats and a messy pony tail
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Scandalous
That bag and Michael's hair made quite the stir at Monte Lago Village, but aren't we fabulous?
Friday, March 13, 2009
My boy
"Oh boy, if you ever have to let me down in this world, my life surely would be upside down. If you ever find that your peace of mind is shattered in so many ways and I find my feet down on lonely street, I’ll be stood there waiting for you.Boy you got me. Oh yeah, let me look into your deep blue** eyes. Let me share every moment, every sweet surprise. See that I have grown and need mercy shown. There’s a window to my heart. If I find my feet down on lonely street,I’ll be stood there waiting for you,Boy, you’ve got me high. Boy, you’ve got me high. Boy, you’ve got me high Boy, you’ve got me high. But if I find my feet down on lonely street, I’ll be stood there waiting for you. Boy you’ve got me."
-Oh Boy, Duffy
**orginal lyrics say "Brown eyes"
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
Don't ever change the way you are...I've never loved anyone more
stolen from here
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
To Do List for Summer 2009
2.Do NOT cut my hair
3.BBQ with my friends
4.Hike (A LOT)
5.Go to Disneyland atleast once
6.Turn 22
7.Stay out all night and then go out for breakfast
8.Go Camping
9.Love Michael
10.BBQ with my family
11.Spend saturdays shopping with my sister
12.Try new food
13.Get tattooed
14.Visit Zach
15.Watch atleast 1 old movie I have never seen
16.Find a sense of style
17.Get mani/pedis with the ladies
18.Go to church every Sunday
19. Go out of town with Michael
20.ROADTRIP
21.Do one thing that scares me
22.Stay in a hotel on the strip
23.Save money
24.Drink more water and slurpees
25.Buy (vintage) furniture
26.Get a tan
27.Change the lenses on my vintage sunglasses
28.Send Bridget lots of pictures
29.Go to baseball games with my ladies
30.Wear false eyelashes
31.Take lots of pictures
32.Write a play
33.Drink slurpees
34.Volunteer
35.Play with Sawyer (A LOT)
36.Overcome one of my issues
37.Laugh
39.Take a yoga class
40.Learn more at work
41.Do 20 real push-ups
42.Whiten my teeth
43.Kiss Michael (A LOT)
44.Re-do my room
45.Swim
46.Slow dance
47.Write a song
48.Learn atleast 20 words of another language
49.Channel Bridget Bardot
50.Visit my grandparents
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
Naked numero uno
So I am sitting at my desk looking at townhomes and apartments that I wish I could afford and feeling very sorry for myself until I see my very handsome Michael walking up with a cherry coke slurpee and the vintage purse his mother gave me yesterday. I was so surprised to see him I instantly got butterflies in my stomach and regretted not putting more effort into how I look today. He said "Hi Baby" and handed me my drink and purse and then kept eyeballing the purse like I should open it. Inside my amazing vintage oversized clutch purse was the dvd for dreamers and a note marked "meine liebe". So me and Michael wish we were german, SO WHAT?! I thought I'd save him that awkward squirmy feeling people get when you read their letters in front of them so I set it aside. I walked him to the door, gave him a kiss and came back to read the note, it's private so I won't share it but just know that GODDANG I love that Michael of Mine.
P.s.
did I mention the movie he brought me features numero uno NAKED?!