My boy

"Oh boy, if you ever have to let me down in this world, my life surely would be upside down. If you ever find that your peace of mind is shattered in so many ways and I find my feet down on lonely street, I’ll be stood there waiting for you.Boy you got me. Oh yeah, let me look into your deep blue** eyes. Let me share every moment, every sweet surprise. See that I have grown and need mercy shown. There’s a window to my heart. If I find my feet down on lonely street,I’ll be stood there waiting for you,Boy, you’ve got me high. Boy, you’ve got me high. Boy, you’ve got me high Boy, you’ve got me high. But if I find my feet down on lonely street, I’ll be stood there waiting for you. Boy you’ve got me."

-Oh Boy, Duffy








**orginal lyrics say "Brown eyes"

our perfect night

dinner
movie

puzzle

we are total geeks

Don't ever change the way you are...I've never loved anyone more

"I must learn to love the fool in me--the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterful tyrant whom I also harbor and who would rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool." -- Theodore I. Rubin, MD


stolen from here

To Do List for Summer 2009

1.Lose 20 pounds
2.Do NOT cut my hair
3.BBQ with my friends
4.Hike (A LOT)
5.Go to Disneyland atleast once



















6.Turn 22
7.Stay out all night and then go out for breakfast
8.Go Camping
9.Love Michael
10.BBQ with my family
11.Spend saturdays shopping with my sister
12.Try new food















13.Get tattooed
14.Visit Zach
15.Watch atleast 1 old movie I have never seen


























16.Find a sense of style
17.Get mani/pedis with the ladies
18.Go to church every Sunday
19. Go out of town with Michael
20.ROADTRIP
21.Do one thing that scares me















22.Stay in a hotel on the strip
23.Save money
24.Drink more water and slurpees
25.Buy (vintage) furniture
26.Get a tan















27.Change the lenses on my vintage sunglasses
28.Send Bridget lots of pictures
29.Go to baseball games with my ladies
30.Wear false eyelashes
31.Take lots of pictures
32.Write a play
33.Drink slurpees
















34.Volunteer
35.Play with Sawyer (A LOT)
36.Overcome one of my issues
37.Laugh
39.Take a yoga class






















40.Learn more at work
41.Do 20 real push-ups
42.Whiten my teeth
43.Kiss Michael (A LOT)













44.Re-do my room
45.Swim
46.Slow dance
47.Write a song
48.Learn atleast 20 words of another language
49.Channel Bridget Bardot















50.Visit my grandparents

Feels longer

eins

zwei

drei

months of laaah

Naked numero uno

My Michael brought me (naked!!) Michael Pitt. I am so lucky.

So I am sitting at my desk looking at townhomes and apartments that I wish I could afford and feeling very sorry for myself until I see my very handsome Michael walking up with a cherry coke slurpee and the vintage purse his mother gave me yesterday. I was so surprised to see him I instantly got butterflies in my stomach and regretted not putting more effort into how I look today. He said "Hi Baby" and handed me my drink and purse and then kept eyeballing the purse like I should open it. Inside my amazing vintage oversized clutch purse was the dvd for dreamers and a note marked "meine liebe". So me and Michael wish we were german, SO WHAT?! I thought I'd save him that awkward squirmy feeling people get when you read their letters in front of them so I set it aside. I walked him to the door, gave him a kiss and came back to read the note, it's private so I won't share it but just know that GODDANG I love that Michael of Mine.

P.s.

did I mention the movie he brought me features numero uno NAKED?!

What else can I say?