"I am a worrier, thats why my friends call me Whiskers..."
I am trying to be excited, stop worrying and focus on living life this year. Gotta stay posi, right?
wishlist
14 years ago
Saturday, January 9, 2010
money, money, money
Michael has a show tonight and the 28th and then a metal festival in Roswell, NM in April and then another one in July in Queens, NY. Things were supposed to calm down after this month, I was counting on a little peace and quiet but they just keep getting more and more hectic for me and more and more exciting for him.
"I am a worrier, thats why my friends call me Whiskers..."
I am trying to be excited, stop worrying and focus on living life this year. Gotta stay posi, right?
"I am a worrier, thats why my friends call me Whiskers..."
I am trying to be excited, stop worrying and focus on living life this year. Gotta stay posi, right?
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Shout outz
This little dude is the best, like the Tina Turner song...You're simply the best, better than all the rest.Better than anyone, anyone I've ever met I'm stuck on your heart, I hang on every word you say. Tear us apart no, no, baby, I would rather be dead
Monday, January 4, 2010
Saturday, January 2, 2010
2nd post because my brain is heavy
I am listening to imogen heap and having a mini panic attack. I read through all the letters I had tucked away in clear protective sheets in my binder the other night, laughing and crying a little bit. I feel am immense sense of guilt and grief over all of this, dramatic I know. It was an idea and it was so very good on paper, so romantic.
Reality is not romantic.
Reality is full of changes and excuses and Michael Wild, reality can be beautiful but also very complicated and messy.
Love letters are not complicated. Ideas are not messy.
Ideas fit nicely into plastic protective sleeves and stay perfectly intact and ready to remind me, bring me back to a different time. Ideas don't ask me to explain, make eye contact and admit anything.
Ideas are not messy.
I know the hint was caught after a year plus of not writing, not responding but now, in just a few days there will be an actual face and body and eyes to look at, make contact with and I don't know if I am ready for all that. Am I making sense? I am overreacting and more than willing to admit that but I feel weird, anxious, panicked. We'll see that happens I guess.
No room in there for knowledge
I have lyrics running through my head tonight, and movies, all these movie quotes..
to start..
"Could we fix you if you broke? And is your punch line just a joke?" ....."I know that it's complicated but I'm a loser in love so baby raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts of all my wrecked up friends"
or...
"With the right paint, The right shades, The right frames, This could really work..."
and...
"I love that when I breathe you in you smell like cake batter. And I love that you have this insane way of talking in circles that makes perfect sense. "
this too...
"When was the last time you were decently kissed? I mean, truly, truly, good and kissed?"
"Oh come on. Oh, there he goes off to his room to write that hit song "Alone in my principles."
what are you thinking about?
to start..
"Could we fix you if you broke? And is your punch line just a joke?" ....."I know that it's complicated but I'm a loser in love so baby raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts of all my wrecked up friends"
or...
"With the right paint, The right shades, The right frames, This could really work..."
and...
"I love that when I breathe you in you smell like cake batter. And I love that you have this insane way of talking in circles that makes perfect sense. "
this too...
"When was the last time you were decently kissed? I mean, truly, truly, good and kissed?"
"Oh come on. Oh, there he goes off to his room to write that hit song "Alone in my principles."
what are you thinking about?
Friday, January 1, 2010
Top 9 of 2009 (not in order)
Top 9 Highs:
9. Sawyers 1st birthday
8. Going to Oregon
7. Moving out
6. Getting my 3rd tattoo
5. All the long nights of laughing and drinking
4. Disneyland on for my birthday
3. My rings/ Michaels ring
2. Spending time with my family and friends
1. Staying with and being so madly in love with Michael
Top 9 Songs:
9. Back to Oregon- Broadway Calls
8. I Know- Dear and The Headlights
7. Convinced I'm Wrong- Polar Bear Club
6. Happiness By The Kilowatt- City and Colour
5. Manhattan- Kings of Leon
4. One Love- Justin Bieber
3. Revelations End- Sicocis
2. Bad Romance- Lady Gaga
1. Sex On Fire-Kings of Leon
Top 9 Movies:
9. Star Trek
8. Up
7. Terminator Salvation
6. Angels and Demons
5. Paranormal Activity
4. Nine
3. The Hangover
2. Julie and Julia
1. District 9
Top 9 places we ate:
9. Raising Canes
8. At Home
7. Grand Lux Cafe
6. Carluccio's
5. Yardhouse
4. Napoli's
3. Lucielles
2. Full Sail Brewery
1. Red Robin
Top 5 Lows:
5. Losing my job
4. Michael losing his job the same day I lost mine
3. Any and all drama and/or stress
2. Moving out and losing my cat
1. My dad being sick
Happy New Year
9. Sawyers 1st birthday
8. Going to Oregon
7. Moving out
6. Getting my 3rd tattoo
5. All the long nights of laughing and drinking
4. Disneyland on for my birthday
3. My rings/ Michaels ring
2. Spending time with my family and friends
1. Staying with and being so madly in love with Michael
Top 9 Songs:
9. Back to Oregon- Broadway Calls
8. I Know- Dear and The Headlights
7. Convinced I'm Wrong- Polar Bear Club
6. Happiness By The Kilowatt- City and Colour
5. Manhattan- Kings of Leon
4. One Love- Justin Bieber
3. Revelations End- Sicocis
2. Bad Romance- Lady Gaga
1. Sex On Fire-Kings of Leon
Top 9 Movies:
9. Star Trek
8. Up
7. Terminator Salvation
6. Angels and Demons
5. Paranormal Activity
4. Nine
3. The Hangover
2. Julie and Julia
1. District 9
Top 9 places we ate:
9. Raising Canes
8. At Home
7. Grand Lux Cafe
6. Carluccio's
5. Yardhouse
4. Napoli's
3. Lucielles
2. Full Sail Brewery
1. Red Robin
Top 5 Lows:
5. Losing my job
4. Michael losing his job the same day I lost mine
3. Any and all drama and/or stress
2. Moving out and losing my cat
1. My dad being sick
Happy New Year
Sunday, December 20, 2009
You're a mean one...
I am being a Grinch.....
Problem: The tree didnt get watered and turned into a fire hazard
Solution: Water the tree myself, don't get mad when someone else doesn't do it.
Problem:Buying Christmas presents=empty bank accounts
Solution: Buy less, buy cheaper, make gifts
Problem:Working on Christmas day
Solution:Be thankful for job and all it's many blessings.
Problem: I hate my hair
Solution: No solution exists
Problem: The tree didnt get watered and turned into a fire hazard
Solution: Water the tree myself, don't get mad when someone else doesn't do it.
Problem:Buying Christmas presents=empty bank accounts
Solution: Buy less, buy cheaper, make gifts
Problem:Working on Christmas day
Solution:Be thankful for job and all it's many blessings.
Problem: I hate my hair
Solution: No solution exists
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