20 reasons why I love Kyle Lee Vaughn

1.He is my lovey

2.He loves cats as much as I do.

3.Probably one of the funniest people I know

4.Excellent taste in music

5.Excellent taste in movies

6.Great dresser

7.Falls asleep any chance he gets

8.Sings to me

9.Loves me

10.Most disgusting eater I have ever seen

11.He wears suspenders

12."Hellllo"with the hands and everything

13."Listen..."

15.Sees midnight movies

16.Very eloquent speaker

17. Dancing Ironman

18.Sings instead of saying Hello

19.He plays guitar

20."Don't ever change the way you are...."

i am an agent of chaos

so my last post was all a farse. I not only got to see my favorite band of all time but I enjoyed somewhere between 5 and 7 free cocktails, I lost count after 4. I am not blaming the alcohol for my lack of shoes during Coheed's performance but it does help. I ended up sustaining quite a few serious injuries, and I will post pictures of my poor feet later. The night ended up being a huge success, even with all the drama. I am almost positive I gave myself whiplash from my serious headbanging. Claudio played with his teeth and I thought I was going to die, literally. It was quite a night, complete with my ex boyfriend getting real handsy and another boy I dated once trying to kiss me while he was too drunk to walk, wow. I will write more about the rest of my amazing weekend later.

high hopes

My favorite band of all time is playing a concert tonight at the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino pool, I was able to get a free ticket through a website, but have to get there early enough to get a wrist band. It's an open bar from 6-9 as I mentioned in my last post, but the concert doesn't start till 9. I have no one to go with so the idea of being there 3 hours early, all alone did not seem to exciting. I had decided to just buy a ticket and go around 8, I could still get a free drink and not have to stand around like an idiot waiting for the band to start for nearly as long. I came back from my lunch break and proceeded to ticketmaster.com to buy my ticket but when they pulled up the 1 ticket and ANY PRICE as I requested, I was taken to a window with a seating chart, my heart sank. I was too late to get a general admission ticket and I will not sit through my favorite band so needless to say, I will be missing my most favorite bands performance in Las Vegas tonight and I am literally fighting back tears.

off da deep end

why am I such a sucker for fantasy? First Twilight, now Batman? I need help.

I have been reading up on all the history behind the latest Batman film and have fallen into the bat trap, get it? Don't judge my attempts at finding humor in my obsession. I teetering on a fence between sanity and fandom for both Twilight and Batman. Well, let's be honest I have gone over the deep end with Batman but I still have a thread to hold onto when it comes to the vampires. I am sure I can kiss all that goodbye once the new book comes out, Heaven help us all.

in other news I am quite excited for this weekends festivities...

Friday:I will be attending Coheed and Cambria's poolside concert at the HardRock Hotel, it is also an open bar which could be dangerous.

Saturday: Spending time with mi mama and then family BBQ! My favorite! AND THEN the best part of all, EDDIE IZZARD. My dreams are finally coming true!

Sunday: Church with mom and relaxing

a confession

I am lonely, there I said it. I am not afraid to admit this, more afraid of what my current state will drive me to do. desperate times call for yadda yadda yadda. I've been saying I am fed up with the dating game for about 3 years now and my patience wears thinner with each passing day. I am convinced I will die alone. I am coming to the conclusions that I am more interested in a companion, not so much a lover. I just want someone to sleep next to on cold nights, hold hands with during scary movies and compare bad days. Am I asking for too much? The little hope I had is dwindling and my biggest fears are very close to coming to fruition. I think mostly it's a phase, I go through little these spouts when I can hardly breathe because I am so afraid I will end up giving up and settling for someone I am not proud of, does this make sense? I explained it to my mom in the car the other night and I said "I wouldn't be proud to be his girl, I'd wondered if I should have waited for a better offer to come along". Harsh, I know but its how I feel and as much as I try to change that, I can't. Hopefully I won't feel this way by tomorrow or next week, it will pass-it always does.

test run...

After atleast 7 or 8 years or pure and true loyalty to Livejournal, I am passing down the torch to some other emotional and broken hearted girl to write in until she turns 21 and finally turned to blogging like the rest of the adult world (And really, I am just copying Bridget). This has been a very busy week, lots of sad endings followed by exciting beginnings. I left White House|Black Market after sticking with them for almost a year and a half. I finished out my last weekend with them and went straight on into my 1 week for Sting Surveillance. I went from working 18 hours a week, 6 hour hectic days to 40 hours and very calm/slow/boring 8 hour days. I answer phones, mail paychecks, fax invoices and surf the internetz all day. I am happy and excited to learn more about the company and be given more responsibility.

This weekend I ventured up to Mammoth Creek, UT with family friends Rusty and Mitza. I got us lost and almost lost my cool but once we found the cabin and my parents I was a happy camper, literally. Mom made her enchiladas and margeritas for dinner and after my belly was full I was asleep as soon as I laid on the couch. Saturday we sat on the porch, ate, read and napped. We drove home today and I indulged in the new Batman movie for the second time, I really couldn't help myself. I took some really good pictures up at the cabin, enjoy...


roofus and his new shoes

our location

creek flowers

naaaature

i wish i may, i wish i might

aspen