Sister Lunn

I just read through all the letters she has posted on her mission site. I miss her. We went through so may ups and downs and had a million adventures. I wish I would have spent more time with her before she left. She is still the same, I don't know why I expect missions to change people. Lovey is the same, she is too. Her letters are funny. I am going to send her a package this week, she deserves it.

my heart has been on the verge of exploding with love for everything, and then there are moments when i call Michael and say things like, "I hate the world today, I just hate it". I am such a mixed up little girl. Tomorrow is friday and then saturday is VALENTINES DAY! I love Valentines Day, I always have. I know some people think it is all hype and silly but I enjoy it, I don't see anything wrong with designating a day for love. Am I just a hopeless romantic? I finished Michael's present last night and am currently stressing over what to wear on our date. I called him and told him I was probably gonna VETO the idea of a dress because I secretly want to be Courtney Love and always have bruises all over my legs. I currently have a gnarly bruise just below my knee and a few others either coming in or fading away, I don't keep track. He was not happy to hear this and said the following, (this is funnier if you've heard his voice) "Why don't you wear those...stockings that are so fashionable right now?", i laughed and sighed and fell even more "head over heels" in love with this goofy sweet man o' mine. feel free to puke now, thanks for holding it in till the end.

Can I cry on your shoulder?

I am sad, very heavy boots today. I just put on my "bad day, bad day, bad day" playlist. Zach left today, we didn't really say goodbye which I think is better. He posted a bulletin on da-space that left me in tears at my desk. I have avoided dealing with the fact that he was leaving and being a douchebag about the whole process but I can't be angry anymore, Zach is an stoic creature and I have to love and respect him for it. I wish we would have sat down and had a sober conversation about this whole thing but that was never really our style. I miss him already, I wish Vegas was the place for him but I have to support him in whatever decision he makes. I am going to miss him a lot, a lot more than I think anyone expected. He was one of my best friends and my weekends will not feel the same for a long time.

Oh honey...

i laaah him.

Before summer get here!

the beginning of my spring/summer wish list...

Another one bites the dust...

I have been avoiding dealing with this...


See ya later Zacharooni,

I love you.

The Day The Music Died

A long, long time ago...
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, theyd be happy for a while.
But february made me shiver
With every paper Id deliver.
Bad news on the doorstep;
I couldnt take one more step.
I cant remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride,
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died.
So bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
Singin, thisll be the day that I die.
This'll be the day that I die.