How you say?

Favorite words/sayings:
1."SHUT YOUR MOUTH"
ex:
my sister: I got this shirt on sale for $10
me:SHUT YOUR MOUTH! It's so cute, I hate you now
2."I'm over it!"
ex:
me: I hate trying to find something to wear. I am over it!
3.Srsly
ex:
Nana: Tom Gabel is such a babe
me:SRSLY!
4."Say WHAAAT"
ex:
Nana:I am eating meat right now
me: Say WHAAT?!
Nana: Just keeding. HAHAHAHAH
5."I love you"
ex:
me:Michael, I love you
me:I love you Mama
me:Fat burger, oh how I love you
haha

Michael Pitt vs. Michael Wild

I found this via le love and i died just a little because anyone who knows me knows that that handsome blonde fellow shoving his tongue down that girls throat is my numero uno celeb crush. I even commented on le love which I never do, I said "Oh Michael, I have such a crush on you" and thats when it hit me....

I don't need you Michael Pitt!

I have a Michael of my very own

And not only is my Michael a smoking hot babe with long hair but he also looks pretty amazing in a cowboy shirt and he has DIMPS (!!!)

But keeping with lists, yes I giving that another shot. If I didn't have a Michael of my own, this is my list of celeb crushes. Enjoy!

1.Michael Pitt
He is intense, has big juicy lips and is kind of always a mess. He is also a very talented actor, always plays a cray-cray.





















2.Jake Gyllenhaal
He has dimps(!!), huge blue eyes, beautiful smile and can tear up the screen. Loved him in Jarhead, looooved him. (bonus points for finding a picture with my main man, R.I.P yo)
















3.Mathias Nygard a.k.a. Warlord Nygard. Now before we all get salty please note that underneath all that red makeup and fur is a tall, longhaired, crystal blue eyed B-A-B-E. Blame this one on Michael, he insisted on playing the Turisas dvd around me.

4. Justin Timberlake
BO-RING typical crush, right? Wrong! Homeboy can dress, dance and sing! And have you ever seen him on SNL? Hilarious.

















5.Jeffrey Dean Morgan
Dimples, big smile, nice eyes and a banging body. I'll take it to go please.


But like I said, I have a Michael of my very own and really would prefer only his tongue down my throat plus Wild is so much cooler than Pitt :)

Black and Gold

So I saw this cd about 2 weeks before Valentines day but I didnt buy it and when I came across a blog talking about how much they enjoyed it I did what anyone would do, kicked myself and called my boyfriend. Now, I simply asked Michael to see if he could find this cd on itunes and if so let me know so I could purchase it. So imagine my suprise when he showed at my work with the cd! I was so happy and excited. I cannot wait to play it in his car tonight while we are out and about trying to find him new shoes and exchange his shirt.

makes me smile...
1.Fattie Lubber De Bubbers Baldy Ollie
2.My new comforter
3.Hearing a good song on the radio
4.Cooking good food
5.Free make up
6.My family
7.Iced Tea
8.Sawyer Alan Beals
9.HBO movies
10.Michael
11.Church
12.Pretty days
13.Heath Ledger winning an oscar posthumous
14.Really beautiful vintaeg clothing (thanks Michaels mom)
15.Kristin Whig
16.When Gail describes everything as FANTASTIC
17.My Dark Knight graphic novel collection
18.Nana Faye Jensen
19.Talking to Ryan about life overseas
20.All the jokes about me being a fattie
21.When Michael thinks something is really funny and he does his tornado laugh

22.My crazy mother

23.When Nana makes her "hell no" face

24.Sleeping in on saturday mornings

25.Chicken Fried Steak

26.My Steve Madden Wedges

27.Warm weather

28.Clean rooms

29.Michaels dimps

30.Grilled cheese sammiches

31.My beautiful sister

32.Falling asleep in his arms

33.The Fall

34.Leon, even though he is kind of a punk

35.Full bank accounts

36.Spoiling the people I love

37.Rolling VIP

38.Dirty Shirleys

39.Cherry coke slurpees with white straws

40.Sister Lunn

41."Thats what she said"

42.Step brothers

43.All the inside jokes my family has

44.Making people laugh

45.Getting things done

46.My faith

47.Stormy weather

48.French fries

49.Goofus Poofus Roofus

50.Sawyer's smile

51.Getting a sense of style (YAY!)

52.Ladies night

53.History

54.Love letters

55.Snow

56.Running into old friends

57.Sausage apple rolls, fried potatoes, and eggs for dinner

58.Being in love

59.Cartoon network

60.amazon.com

61.Dr. Pepper

62.Coheed and Cambria

63.Flying places

64.Getting my hair done

65.Back tickling

66.'Stop it'

67.Baby and his cold feet

68.Michaels mom (and not because she gives me free stuff)

69.thepioneerwoman.com

70.Pinky promises

71.Talking crap(what? atleast I'm honest)

72.Michael's daddy

73.My ipod

74.Smooches

75.In n' Out

my list of grievances...

1.walking through the front yard in heels

2.losing my favorite boots

3.bad hair days

4.missing mr.wild

5.when sawyer is fussy

6.being late for work

7.people complaining about my outfit

8.being the ugly one in pictures

9.yawning

10.the candy jar at work

11.the sound of the fax machine

12.waking up late

13.my earrings get caught on stuff

14.my hair

15.my fat ass

16.creeps

17.nightmares

18.being tired

19.mondays

20.my dry, peeling skin

21.when mr.wild tries to pick at my face

22.being a mess

23.having no sense of style (HELP!)

24.not hanging out with my sister as much as I'd like to

25.dropping my phone

26.soggy fries

27.finishing a really good book

28.the way my feet feel after wearing heels all day

29.when mr.wild is grumpy faced

30.my earrings getting in the way when i answer the phone

31.craving bad food

32.waking up disoriented

33.PAPERCUTS

34.burned soundtracks not playing

35.missing people

36.traffic

37.arguing with mr.wild

38.camo pants (sorry honey)

39.when amaya barks

40.my messy desk(at home, not work)

41.falling asleep during movies

42.ugly days

43.my messy car

44.let down movies

45.over priced shows

a list of things that make me smile tomorrow, k?

Not only is my boyfriend sweet, funny and handsome but he also has the hookup. His parents are both in the make up business. His dad does special effects type stuff, and his mom works on famous folks. She of course uses top of the line stuff so when she received an entire case of bedhead she decided to pass it along to me because "this is shit". I kept my cool, said thanks and had Michael put it in my car, when I drove away I squeeled with joy and as soon as I got home I tore through that thing taking everything my heart desired. And lemmetellya folks, today I looked good. His mom also gave me some clothes she didn't want and promised tons more. I still love Michael for Michael but all the perks that come along with being his "woman" are not bad, not bad at all.

In other news, this weekend was very fun. I am a big fan of rolling VIP in clubs, really and truly. I think my last drinking weekend for a while was a great success. I love my friends.

Oh and one more thing...

Did you see my boy win last night? Made my heart happy.

p.s.

The kind of boyfriend that brings you a cherry coke slurpee with a white straw because you only like white straws along with a set of brand new bedhead makeup brushes in a fancy silver case and the repo soundtrack is the best kind of boyfriend for me.

card catalog

With this ring...

I have had weddings on the brain, but don't get any ideas kids. I am not thinking about myself, more so weddings in general. I guess the wedding planner dreams inside me will never die. My friend Loen finally reached out and walked across what I assumed was a burning bridge. She is getting married to her highschool sweetheart and I couldn't be more excited for her. did you know jcrew has wedding dresses? they remind me so much of sister lunn and i am almost positive she would wear one if she were getting married instead of serving a mission. i think my sister would have liked them as well. I can totally see her in this even though its strapless...

I love this one for a spring wedding..I think the flowers are so sweet and feminine.

They also have bridesmaid dresses like this one, which again I love for spring or summer. I think I might be in love with light chartreuse now, thanks a lot Jcrew! My skin can't handle yellow tones.

I can't wait to see the dress Loen picks out!

Sister Lunn

I just read through all the letters she has posted on her mission site. I miss her. We went through so may ups and downs and had a million adventures. I wish I would have spent more time with her before she left. She is still the same, I don't know why I expect missions to change people. Lovey is the same, she is too. Her letters are funny. I am going to send her a package this week, she deserves it.

my heart has been on the verge of exploding with love for everything, and then there are moments when i call Michael and say things like, "I hate the world today, I just hate it". I am such a mixed up little girl. Tomorrow is friday and then saturday is VALENTINES DAY! I love Valentines Day, I always have. I know some people think it is all hype and silly but I enjoy it, I don't see anything wrong with designating a day for love. Am I just a hopeless romantic? I finished Michael's present last night and am currently stressing over what to wear on our date. I called him and told him I was probably gonna VETO the idea of a dress because I secretly want to be Courtney Love and always have bruises all over my legs. I currently have a gnarly bruise just below my knee and a few others either coming in or fading away, I don't keep track. He was not happy to hear this and said the following, (this is funnier if you've heard his voice) "Why don't you wear those...stockings that are so fashionable right now?", i laughed and sighed and fell even more "head over heels" in love with this goofy sweet man o' mine. feel free to puke now, thanks for holding it in till the end.

Can I cry on your shoulder?

I am sad, very heavy boots today. I just put on my "bad day, bad day, bad day" playlist. Zach left today, we didn't really say goodbye which I think is better. He posted a bulletin on da-space that left me in tears at my desk. I have avoided dealing with the fact that he was leaving and being a douchebag about the whole process but I can't be angry anymore, Zach is an stoic creature and I have to love and respect him for it. I wish we would have sat down and had a sober conversation about this whole thing but that was never really our style. I miss him already, I wish Vegas was the place for him but I have to support him in whatever decision he makes. I am going to miss him a lot, a lot more than I think anyone expected. He was one of my best friends and my weekends will not feel the same for a long time.

Oh honey...

i laaah him.

Before summer get here!

the beginning of my spring/summer wish list...

Another one bites the dust...

I have been avoiding dealing with this...


See ya later Zacharooni,

I love you.

The Day The Music Died

A long, long time ago...
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, theyd be happy for a while.
But february made me shiver
With every paper Id deliver.
Bad news on the doorstep;
I couldnt take one more step.
I cant remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride,
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died.
So bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin whiskey and rye
Singin, thisll be the day that I die.
This'll be the day that I die.