You're a mean one...

I am being a Grinch.....

Problem: The tree didnt get watered and turned into a fire hazard
Solution: Water the tree myself, don't get mad when someone else doesn't do it.

Problem:Buying Christmas presents=empty bank accounts
Solution: Buy less, buy cheaper, make gifts

Problem:Working on Christmas day
Solution:Be thankful for job and all it's many blessings.

Problem: I hate my hair
Solution: No solution exists

But Scarecrow, I think I shall miss you most of all

I have a lot of pictures to show you and things to tell you but right now I have heavy boots and I feel like complaining a little, do you mind?

Lately I have been dreaming, thinking, feeling very very nostalgic. I keep having dreams about Lovey, I know this partially because he is coming home soon but mostly because I feel guilty that I still haven't cleared the air. I have letters sitting in my binder, waiting to be put in envelopes and sent out but I just cant find the time (or guts). And I've been missing the main man again, still a little tender in that department. I handled him being away so well up until his recent visit and now I miss him more and more. I miss the brother and sister type banter and all the jokes. It is also November and S.A.D. is starting to set in if you couldn't already tell. Things are good, better than good but sometimes I miss people and I am reminded of that at random times.

But like I said, things are better than good. Me and Michael are doing very well, work is going better. Life is swell and it's almost Christmas. I need to stop complaining, right?

October

October will be here in a few days which means the following to my life....
1.I can finally finish and put out all the Halloween crafts Bug and I have been working on
2.Sawyer will be 1 (on the 15th) !!!
3.A lot will change for me and my family financially but I don't want to think about any of that right now
4.Me and Bug will celebrate our first Halloween!
5.CAT COSTUMES! (Don't worry, we already bought two!)

I can't believe a year has gone by since Sawyer came into this world. I didn't know I could love another human being as much as I love that little dude. He is the best thing to happen to our family in a very long time, he makes everything seem better.

Babies have magical powers and all that sort of thing. I don't know whether you know that, I mean do you know that? I've been watching Christine Ebersole videos, can you tell?

Go watch this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgOQZpMD0fE

check it out

Michael and his band will be on the independent state radio tomorrow.

listen and support.

Summer

]] I like to dance all night, summons the day but that's how I play, yeah that's how I play. I said who are you? Don't matter who you are, so we dance all night, and dance all day I say, I say. We're gonna fuel the fire, gonna stoke it up, we're gonna sip this wine, and pass the cup ,who needs avenues, who needs reservoirs? We're gonna show this town how to kiss these stars. I say,I say. We're gonna hunt the kill, gonna skin the hide, a yelp and scream, and away I ride and every drop that spills on every plot of ground it's all for you, for what you've found. I say, I say, I say, I say. It's gonna take your head and gonna drive you home. It's gonna keep on, keep on, keep on and then forever roam. [[


...sounds like that song

Christmas List

All I want this year...

1. A big REAL tree

2.To be surrounded by my family and friends

3.Hang out with this guy...4. Make dinner for Michael, Ron and Karen

5. Christmas music playing throughout our house all day

6.Lots and lots of this....

7. To host a formal dinner with Sydney

8. Make my mom laugh

9. Watch Elf and The Grinch atleast 10 times

10. Oh and this...

...a girl can dream, right?

stuck in my head

Put your eyes on me, and I know a place where we can get away to say I want you, just 'zactly like I used to 'cause baby this is only bringing me down